this is my first year, ive heard mixed reviews. but my friend said he was going to invite Patrick…. is is sad that i really really hope that he shows up? 

but either way ill just get drunk with my niggs and look pretty, wich is really all i want right now. yes, im shallow. i just want to have fun, with school ending every thing is getting so real. the decisions i make now will shape my whole life. im not well suited for this kind of pressure. 

but i digress. saturday should be fun. lots a booze and crazy niggahs. maybe ill find a new man to take my mind off Patrick for a while, who knows. and i do love fire works, and the castle. :))